By Hasheemah Afaneh
Moving from country to country was already difficult, but as a 13-year-old bookworm who knew how to read better in English than in Arabic, Hasheemah embarked on a quest for English texts and came across TWiP. As she now approaches her 30th birthday, she describes how she grew up with TWiP.
And then, two years after our move, when I was in the seventh grade, my family and I walked into Angelo’s Restaurant in Ramallah. This was by no means the first time I had walked into the restaurant, being greeted by the same man at the counter and seeing some friendly, familiar faces in the kitchen. It was, however, the first time I had noticed a stack of rectangular-shaped magazines on the stand next to the entrance. I don’t recall what the issue was about, but I do remember the words This Week in Palestine printed on the cover. I grabbed a copy and quickly flipped through it, pleased to find something I could read outside of the required school readings. That day, I made a mental note to convince my mother to take my siblings and me to Angelo’s at the beginning of every month, with the hidden agenda of grabbing the latest copy.
As my collection of TWiP magazines expanded, I remembered thinking how I wanted to befriend these writers. I wondered things like, Who is Sani Meo? How do they put this magazine together? How can I get involved? As a matter of fact, I tried to get my high school to contact TWiP for a potential shadowing experience in my senior year to get to know TWiP behind the scenes.
Over the years, I encountered déjà vu moments – at Zeit o Za’atar, at Zabaneh, at Angelo’s – whenever I walked into these places and saw the stack of TWiP magazines at their entrances. My mind seemed to always conjure up the same surprise and excitement as when I had first discovered TWiP. When the 232nd issue came out, I was in Zeit o Za’atar with my mother, skimming through the issue, quizzing my mother on what she knew and didn’t know about Palestinian traditional dresses (part of what the issue covered).
TWiP exposed me to parts of Palestine that I thought I knew all there was to know about, parts I have yet to see, and parts I didn’t even know to look for. When I was applying to colleges during my senior year in high school, I looked through all the copies I owned and read the bios of the writers I grew up reading to see what they did for a living so that I could get ideas about what I could do. Six years later, in my last semester at Birzeit University, I once again found myself sifting through the magazines as part of my search for ideas for a seminar topic.
And now, TWiP celebrates its 300th issue. Years ago, when I first started to find my voice as an aspiring writer, I received a specific comment with a negative undertone a number of times: “You write about Palestine a lot.” But what TWiP tells me is that our stories as Palestinians have not ended. We have so much more to tell, plenty of storytellers to discover, more history to create, and that is a beautiful vision.
Thirteen years after my tenth birthday, I boarded a flight back to New Orleans to pursue graduate studies in public health. This time, in my backpack I packed an Arabic novel titled Al-Tantooryeh, my maternal grandfather’s copy of the Holy Qur’an that I had received at his funeral, and several issues of TWiP. I couldn’t bring them all back with me, but every time I am in Palestine, I know where to go to find the next print issue that will lead me to experience the magic all over again.